life after spm

wow,after spm,i was spend the 1st 3 months of 2010 in plkn...i think that was an experience for me...I learned many things there and make friends with many people from different region...After plkn,was the time to get spm result...nervous ...hehe...my result is not so good and not so bad...From that day,was the date we choose our next step,next plan in our future...I dont know how to choose,really,it makes me very stress.In Jun,i still cannot make a dicision,dont know how to choose between private school,form6,politeknik,upnm or others.I give up of becum a pegawai kadet in upnm,i m regret.Now,i only can be a civilian in upnm....It will change my life...