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Thursday, April 17, 2014

错的开始…静悄悄的, 我离开了

当我刚要看你一眼,你已走远；

当我刚要把手交给你,你已离开；

当我刚要把心投入感情,你已不在；

当我刚想要做出改变,你已不知在何方；

当我刚转身,已不见你踪影；

一段不知从何说起的故事,是一份不想提起的回忆.

想不起从何时开始连系上,

记不得我们之间的回忆,

或许我们都不曾创造属于我们的故事,

故事真真假假,骗骗玩玩,把我弄晕了,

不记得你手心的温度,你的笑容,

我只懂,再踩下更深一层前,我得把自己从陷井中拉出,

因为打从第一天,我知道 , 这一切是错的开始.

看不到你的影子,听不到你的声音,

想念的心又再次浮现在脑海,

只可惜,这一切你都不懂,

为你准备的日记簿,就像一份送不出的礼物,

眼泪一滴都不流,赶课业,睡一晚,仿佛刚从梦中醒来.

你我来自不同的世界,但至少你明白我,

明白我的话语,明白我的语言,

但你抓不着我的心,

请记得,

不要随便牵手,更不要随便放手.

当你在寻找外面的世界,

我还活在我自己的世界；

当你在复杂繁忙的社会找寻地位,

我仍是温室里的小花.

你不懂我,我看不清你,

此时,

当你回头看看我,别找,静悄悄的,我已离开了…

只想说,谢谢你曾经在我生命中出现过.

人要活得认真,干脆,潇洒,才能不浪费青春,在生命中潇洒走一回…

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*If my blog is the main factor to create problem to my life, can I just deactivate it? HAHA

Written On 17 April 2014

Thursday, October 31, 2013

倘开胸怀,关爱社会

对于我们读书生, 要钱,是没有啦; 要命,就有几根. 好人是没一定的定义的.

每天捐钱的就是好人? (有可能),

每天早睡早醒的就是好人?(说不定)

每天省吃俭用的就是好人?(很难说)

反过来说, 你认为

每天大吃大喝不懂节俭的就不是好人?(有一点)

不曾当义工的就不是好人?( 可能没时间，借口!!! )

每次坐公车不没让位的就不是好人?(是想让其他人体验不一样的经验,站着也没不好啦)

一位绅士大方的男士, 让所有女生进车厢了, 他才进厢的不是好人?(可惜他进到女士车厢)

整天上网的就不是好人?(不要变宅男女就好)

哎哟,都讲没定义了嘛, 就由行动开始. 2013年10月13日,由马来西亚雪隆慈济主办,在PGRM礼堂举办了 [浩瀚父母恩] 音乐手语舞台剧,非常成功.我本想加入演绎组,但须要配合时间去练习, 我好像办不到,所以选择当工作人员,也算是一种付出.当天动用了250++位演绎人员, 350++位工作人员, 到场的观众有5600位上下,坐无虚席.隔天在报上看到报道说[浩瀚父母恩]赚人泪, 无可否认,的却很感动,很壮观的场面, 给人留下深刻的印象. 做一天的好人,我当天负责内场接待,蛮不错的一个体验.

推荐歌曲>>> 最美的笑容

~ 当天观众还没入场的时候 ~

~ 没想到马来西亚国防大学(我校)会带着马来同胞一同出席,不错,一个好的开始 ~

~ 巧遇去年在<<震撼361>>认识的队友 ~

~ 竹筒回娘家区, 超美的 ~

~ 21年来第一次绑辨子 ~

~ 刘铨胜也是演绎人之一 ~

在我实习的这几个月里,没住在学校宿舍,我就想多点参加外面的活动,可以认识多点朋友, 也看看现实社会. 最重要的一点是要修炼一下心态, 修一下人文这一块。我在慈济的环保日(每个月第3个醒期六), 去了甲洞区 (Kepong) 的环保站,学习做分类. 其实啊,分类也是种智慧,白纸,杂纸,薄纸皮,厚纸皮,大张的报纸,小张的报纸, 还有很多.分类得好,就可以卖的高价. 还能用的包包啊,二手物品, 其实都还可用,就拿去了在增江 (Jinjang) 的 “惜福站”. 从未知道有这么一个地方出现, 那儿应有尽有,好像购物商场.可能是人家不要的货物啊,没用的旧衣服啊,拿到去那儿,那儿的工作人员就会整理整理了摆上去卖. 没错的话,你想要购买那儿的物品,一些是有标价,一些是随缘. 我第一次去甲洞的环保站, 在那儿没认何一个认识的人,就只说 “我来帮忙的”就坐在那开始分类了.站站看到我就说,“是你啊,那么地柔, 有18岁了吗？“（21了啦）接着握住我的手就问 “怎么那么多烦恼啊?”我一下子震惊了, 师姑怎么会读到我的头脑呢？我就是要来找回平静的.

~ 环保站有那么多人的协助 ~

这几次在慈济的活动让我有不同的体会.当志工去帮助有须要的人的确值得.

天上最美是星星,人间最美是温情 – 静思语

Written On 28 October 2013

Friday, August 9, 2013

Industrial Training * 21st Birthday

~ NOL Global Services Sdn Bhd. ~

I already started industrial training, know as practical a.k.a internship a week ago. 5^th semester in my degree studies, we have to go through internship training for 4 months. We supposed to start practical from early September onward, but my company wants me to start internship earlier. Well, as I already came back from Sabah, then I can work immediately lo. Currently doing internship training at NOL Global Services Sdn. Bhd. which is an administration center. Everyday face to computer for 8hrs, do Bill of Lading, I’m so blur, I’m computer idiot leh. Just sit in office all the day, I’m like ah……..But luckily my company provides a coffee machine, coffee cheer up my day. One week works for 5 days only, weekend free. Thinking of joining race during weekend, but since I’m not training, then should I go for game? No game, my legs very weak leh.

~ My working place, 1 person 1 computer ~

~ Pantry space to eat and drink coffee ~

~ Very very nice view of KL from my office ~

One day when I’m working, my colleague take 1 box of keys for me, he asked me to find my key. Is a day to get a key I know, but not a locker key leh, I want a golden key. After searched from these over than 100 keys, I still can’t find mine. Why I said golden key? Yeah, it’s my birthday on 6 August. I’m officially 21 years old now, not young anymore. 21 years old, can enter casino freely (no need block by guard anymore), can go clubbing, haha, joke joke.

~ So many keys, I really tried all, seriously, but where is my locker key? ~

People say 21^st birthday must get a key from parent, it means freedom legally as an adult. It dates from an old tradition that at 21 years old, you are considered old enough to be a key holder to your family home, and thus hold a symbolically “senior” position in family. It’s an old tradition that has long since become irrelevant and obsolute, but symbolism of the key on 21^st birthday lives on. My parent still owe me a golden key, they will buy for me when I go back home. Hehe.

~ Start-work-gift from my mum ~

I have to punch card to office as well on my birthday since I’m part of white collar also. Birthday is a day to make a wish, not a wish, is a list of wishes. Here I make my list.

1. Graduate in Degree in 2014

2. Further study to oversea

3. Can swim before I graduate (who want to be my coach)

4. Build a backpacker Travel Group

5. Get few travel partners

6. Get a DSLR camera

7. Holiday Working to New Zealand

8. Get a Boyfie (Most funny wish in the world)

I thought can conquer Mount Kota Kinabalu before 21 years old, but failed to do that. Failed not because of I can’t make it, because of the weather not allow us that time. My blog post about Mount KK coming up soon, be patient ya. But actually I already satisfied with what I get and what I did during 2013. I get a road bike for myself, get a smartphone, went to USS Singapore and so on….

Present 1: Samsung S III Mini La Fleur (Limited Edition), RM900, from parents.

Present 2: Ukulele from Desmond

Present 3: Polarized UV400 Sport Sunglasses, RM79, 5 lenses, bought it from

Living Social

Present 4: My Chinese new year shoes, after modify, become leather shoes. Original price, RM40, add leather RM100, “pocket pain” man, become my working shoes now

Present 5: Bassbuds earphone with advanced crystaltronics sound technology. Special platinum color with crystal design, smart neh, costs RM69. Bought in from GROUPON.

Present 6: Shoes for working, just grab it from father’s shop

Present 7: Golden key should be something like this (sample), pending

This year, I get not so many presents, but all very expensive. I appreciate everything, and thanks to friends who wish me on FB, phone or whassap or anything la. Again thanks to everyone. I’m very happy and hope everyone all the best and good luck as well. On my birthday, I still have to work, I got 1hr break time, I went to eat my favourite food. My birthday was just a day for me to spend money lo. Buy whatever I want, eat whatever I want to eat. Must treat myself nicely what. HAHA.

~ Soba Mee ~

Book Fest at KLCC from 3-11 August 2013, I went there and bought many books.

~ Packed like ikan bilis~

~ Present 7: Bought 8 books, believe me, spent not more than RM90 for all these books ~

Until now, I still not believe I’m 21years old!!! Why????

Happy Birthday 21^st

Written On 8 August 2013

Friday, May 3, 2013

Boyfriend in de house: Merida HFS 904

~ Merida HFS 904 ~

Why I buy a road bike so suddenly? I didn’t expect I will have a boyfriend (bike) before 21 years old. NEVER imagine really own an expensive bike by me. Until now I still can’t accept the sudden arriving of this bike, like living in a dream. A surprise for me from myself, very confuse right? I like racing in road bike, I used to join duathlon event, I like to see beautiful bike, no fault, but I never have a good bike before. Before this, I used to borrow bicycle from friend, I borrowed 2 bikes before this, Polygon 100 blue color and Merida HFS 905 black & white. Every time I borrow bicycle from friend, I felt so shameful and paiseh leh, they willing to borrow me their expensive bikes. If me, I will not borrow my bike to my friends lo, very expensive you know, is my boyfriend leh, how can I borrow others… I think twice, I can’t relief to borrow my bike to my friends, sorry to say that, only if people who helped me before this, I don’t have reason to decline. J

~ Merida HFS 904 costs me RM2.5K ++, cheap or expensive? ~

Coming soon will have Malakoff University Duathlon Series 2013 (MUDS), is a big event for university student. I can’t get to borrow a bike from friends; this shows the sentence “everybody will have helpless moment”. Haha. With this helpless chance, I generous to myself once, pokkai once, tie up my stomach once, let my DREAM comes true once, I give myself a great present. Coincidentally got people offer me a nice bike, I thought for 2 weeks, and at last, I bought it.

When I showed some interest to that bike, the dealer contacted me very fast. I just texted him and asked questions, then he called me and talk talk talk. I said ON, after 1 hr, they straight send the bike from Putrajaya to UPNM for me. The whole process just took 2 hrs, super duper fast. They sent me the bike right in front my hostel, good service. But now I got bike, don’t have helmet, how to cycle leh. When you play sports, equipments and accessories need investment. $$$

Until now, I still don’t know either the price I bought consider cheap or expensive. Please don’t tell me your estimated price is lower than the price I bought. PLEASE DON’T.

Merida HFS 904 now is my new boyfriend, everyday accompany me by my side, sleeping beside my bed and is my soul mate now. My bike is in white +red color, saiz S, 47cm, 2^nd hand bike. Bike condition is still very nice, not many scratch; I’m very satisfied for it. Bike with group set Shimano 105, 10 Speed, very good to climb hill.