放手/保存？ SAVE/DELETE？

暗暗的夜晚，星星铺满了整个天空，

冷冷的夜晚，谁来安慰我的心？

无意间，

脑海里浮现你的名字，

原来我又想你了。

沉默着，想了想，

竟然记不起你以往那灿烂的笑容；

你的脸；

你的发型；

你那电人的眼睛；

你一切的一切，

闭上眼，我都看不到，

我是怎么了？？？

你的身影怎么变得那么磨糊，似乎已不大看得见。

原来我不小心把你给忘了？

我真的可以做到吗？

还是，

你早已把我给遗忘了？

你不可以 可以把我们的回忆都给忘了，

但请不要把我给忘了，请不要，绝不！！！

你，

总是那么的近，却是如此的远，

猜不透你的想法，

融不进你的心，

更走不进你的世界。

只想问 句 >>> 你近来过得好吗？

这里的我，祝福远方的你，一切顺利，希望你过得很好。

这一切的一切，

应该选择放下？还是保存记忆？

SAVE / DELETE？

Written On 21 January 2013

My FM Hands Up 跨年派对2013

来吉隆玻读书都有两年半的事了,但就是没参加过倒数活动.终于,2013年给我等到了.虽然期末考就只剩几天的时间,但2013比较重要啦,哈哈.刚好《震撼361°》生活营的工委和营员们做了个聚会,一起到金河闹 MyFM Hands Up跨年派对2013.我决定去跟他们一起闹翻,他们在kfc集合。我9pm去kfc绕了圈，看到很多生活营的工委和营员,但很多陌生的脸孔,怎么没有我组的组员啊？我不敢上前去跟他们打招呼,我倒头就走,嘻嘻.刚好我有个老朋友在 TIMES SQUARE做工,等她收工,我不让她回家,拉了她陪我去看My FM Hands Up 跨年派对2013。

~ 陈威全~

~ 好人-朱浩仁~ 

 ~Alvin钟谨桦~

~ GINA~

~ 林健辉~

~ 潘王子-潘裕文~

~ FAMA 农夫~

~ Adrian陈凯旋~

~帅气的刘力杨~

~倒数时刻，10多分钟的烟花，看了真过瘾~

演唱会结束后，整个场面都无法控制，bukit bintang 整条街都是人潮，全部人兴奋得拿一罐一罐的snow喷人。外劳似乎比我们还要开心了，乱乱喷人，我和我朋友都被射眼睛咯。我们赶快找件点躲一躲，看外面的人潮玩得太疯了，不是办法。我们进了24小时STARBUCKS,mcd 和STARBUCKS都挤满了人。

~ 来到了STARBUCKS，怎能少了这一杯呢？~

聊到3am，看外面喷来喷去的人潮还是不减叻，怎么办。刚好有位朋友租了间房间，们就去找他聊天去咯，必竟，真的很旧没聊天了。顶不顺，睡了2小时。隔天，吃了早餐才回宿舍去。

~ TIMES SQUARE后面的Restaurant，nice~

就是喜欢酱通宵，我会记得，至少我曾经疯狂过。

Written On 11.1.2013

Latihan Berterusan and Annual Camp 2012

~ Me in action, stylo? ^.^ The green bag my friend carrying is water bag ~

I just notice that I forget to write post about PALAPES Annual Camp. How can such an important part during year 2012 being miss out in my blog. Every year, PALAPES training contain of 3 big trainings:

i)             Latihan Tempatan – Saturday & Sunday, from 6am-7pm (twice a month)

ii)            Latihan Berterusan – 24hrs training continuously (14days a year)

iii)          Latihan Tahunan – Training in jungle for 10days (14days a year)

Yes, during Latihan Tempatan & Latihan Berterusan, we got military class, physical training, Ujian Jalan Laju, Kelas Senjata, Latihan Kawad and many more. During training, we follow the routine in military. Sometimes feel very mental or stress. But from there, we learn how to conquer it and build more confident on ourselves, that’s why UPNM’s students always equipped with strong mentality and good physically. WHY I ENTER UPNM? WHY I JOIN PALAPES? HOW I SURVIVE IN UPNM? All these questions always throw to me and I’m kinda lazy to answer. I’m already survived in UPNM for more than 2 and half years, so, naturally u get the answer there is no reason for me to say I can’t survive in UPNM. For this 2 and half years, I “Open 1 eye and close 1 eye” to see everything in UPNM, that’s how I survive until now. I join PALAPES because I think that if enter UPNM without joining PALAPES team is most useless and meaningless thing in this world.

 ~ When we training inside the jungle, this signboard was put at the entrance of the camp, I think it is very yeng lo ~

I joining PALAPES, at least I get knowledge about military, I can share with my friends about my training life, my life in jungle, and the most important thing is I get the experience that can’t others get it so easy.  Yes, I’m proud to become UPNM’s student, don’t know why although I’m just a civilian student and a PALAPES’s cadet here. Well just ignore it, here I want to share a little bit about Latihan Berterusan and Annual Camp during junior year. During Latihan Berterusan, we used to eat breakfast, lunch and dinner at mess, we washed the plate without using soap, very geli yerr.

~ My hands after 10days in jungle, I feel like wanna vomit to see this photo. The mosquitoes too bad  ~

Our Annual Camp from 1-15 February 2012 was at Raub, Pahang, 10 days in the jungle. During Junior Year, our operation called Counter Insurgency Warfare (CIW).When I rewind back about that moment, can’t remember how I endure everything inside there. Many operations we did inside there. Weyh, I get to learn to war leh, haha J . Everyday everynight been holding the M16 along us really made me stress. In the jungle for 10days, not bath properly for 10days, OMG, can’t imagine, wearing the same loreng for 9days, been bite non-stop by mosquitoes, shoot with M16 during operation, endure under rain in the midnight because of operation (scare will die because too cold that time), drink water from river (because too thirsty), cook using mestin, do tactical map on sediment using natural plants, and many more experiences I get.

~ Things we ready to enter jungle ~

~ I’m on backpack. People become backpackers to travel around the world, while I become backpacker to enter jungle, haha ~

~ That's is how we keep our attire for 10days, save space ~

~ After came back from jungle, everybody washing poncho and things we used ~

~ Ransoms / food we ate in the jungle, very tiny pack. Don’t look small to this thing ah, inside got kopi, teh, rice, biscuits, pineapple jam, vegetables, daging curry, sambal ikan bilis, chicken curry and many more ~

~ Stand we used to cook ~

~ During operation in the jungle, everyone was distributed 40 blank bullets, and we shoot during operation, so need to clean the M16. ~

~ Rank Sarjan wore up by me for few days in the jungle ~ 

~ Military class in the jungle ~

Annual Camp during Junior Year in February 2012 already over. Annual Camp 2013 for Intermediate Year coming soon at Mempagar, Pahang, also 10days, from 31 January 2013 – 14 February 2013. That period coincidentally bump with Chinese New Year, I don’t know how many days of holiday we will get, but hope I will get enough holidays, I wish. This time, our operation is Counter Warfare (CW). Maybe my hands will turn like that again and maybe get sunburn. I don’t want.  HELP!!!

                                   ~ Company Delta, can find where is me? ~ 

Written on 6 January 2012

Newton Challenge 2012

~  This photo get more than 50 likes on FB, thanks.  ~

Newton Challenge happened twice in year 2012, one was Newton New Year Challenge 2012 on 1.1.2012 and another one was Newton Challenge 2012 on 30.12.2012.This event happened at Bukit Kinrara, Puchong. I started year 2012 with Newton New Year Challenge and also ended year 2012 with Newton Challenge. J Early year 2012, I ran in Category Women Open 25km with 2hr 43mins. Race Report >>> Click Here. Because of running during new year 2012, made me miss out the moment to countdown 2012. Last year, they registered for me in the wrong category, placed me in Category Men Open 25km, luckily I ran out quite a good result. I was placed 217 In Men category and if placed my timing for Women Open category, I get placing 21.

~ My no. bib, see my name and category, haiz  ~

~ Although cannot get on podium, can took a photo on podium also enough la ~

But why, the same incident went to me again? My name was in Category Men Open 12km. Luckily, the secretary helped me to change my category to Women Open 12km. Last time already ran for 25km, I choose to run in 12km only this time. At the same time, I wanted to chase front placing actually. Due to laziness, seldom go for training and failed to chase to stand on podium again. Quite a long time didn’t stand on podium already, when the time come again?

~ I like the design of finisher medal. Unable to buy Newton Running Shoes, at least get a fake Newton Shoe also ok la J ~

~ I ran in the finishing line in 1hr 7mins, the timing showing 2hr 7mins,because that is the timing for 25km, my category started race 1hr later than them, so need to minus 1hr from that. ~

The timing chip came out with result(official result):
Category : Women Open 12km
Timing: 1:07:32

Placing: 7/461 
Newton Result>>> Click Here
Women Open 12km result >>> Click here

Yes, still can enter top 10, meanwhile, behind me still got 454 womem running behind me. 

~ Goodies that we get ~

~ After race, restore back our stomach. I just race for 12km, but is it the food too much for me? Haha J ~

More photos >>> FB Album

Written On 2.1.2013

第十届雪隆年少情《震撼361°》全国生活营

~ 第十届雪隆年少情《震撼361°》全国生活营 ~

几年前就看过雪隆年少情举办的年度生活营，很想参加，因为MYFM是协办之一，但一直没机会参加。今年，早在开始报名时我就下载了报名表格，把报名表格读了又读，不确定能不能参加。直到得到父母的允许，上完课后我马上骑脚搭车到邮政局去寄出我的报名表格。过了两天，收到信息说他们已收到我的报名表格。好高兴哦，因为在截止日期的当天，我的报名表格顺利的寄到秘书手中。我终于可以参加了。总共有20组，我是第17组-飞马座。

 ~ 全体营员加工委 ~

~ 与营长-陈晓铭合照 ~

今年名为“第十届雪隆年少情《震撼361°》全国生活营”。营员560位+88位工委，地点在 Kem PLKN Pelangi Hill Resort, Hulu Kerling, Selangor，这么多人，会把营地挤到暴满咯。21-23.12.2012,其实是我学校的study week, 但为了参加这次的生活营，当然要牺牲点咯。此外，21号是华人一年一度的冬至节，我早一晚有在阿姨家吃了碗汤圆，当天生活营膳食组也很贴心，知道一定有人还没吃汤圆，就煮了汤圆当营员的消夜，太好了吧。

~ 拿到MYFM的TISU，你觉得我舍得用吗？ ~

~ 5个元素的密码卡 ~

21号其实也是传说中的世界末日，但还好还没末日， 至少我们2013年都还活着。据说世界末日是玛雅人的估计。也配合世界末日的传说，工委们也设了玛雅埃及为主题，为了破世界末日的咒，营员们必须在整个生活营的节目与游戏里寻找5个元素：水，木，金，火，土，以便能拯救地球。结果，在3天2夜的生活营中，营员们顺利地找到所有的元素，让世界还发光着，还没末日，拯救了整个地球。

~ 营员与工委间的水战  ~

在这3天2夜里，的确很震撼地度过了。谢谢膳食组为我们准备的所有菜肴，每一顿都比我每天在大学里吃的来得好，谢谢节目组为我们准备的说有节目，谢谢特工组为我们准备哪么多震撼的环节，谢谢工委们准备了那么多团康给我们，还要谢谢很多很多组。。。

 ~ 谢谢赞助商们 ~

~ 马嘉轩Happy Move 相信着宣传活动 ~

在营中，很高兴林德荣的“谈而荣易”讲座，终于看到阿炳了叻。林德荣也是这个生活营的宣传大使。也看到很多明星：Number，马嘉轩还有一个组合。林德荣讲了很多他人生经历，真的很崇拜他。当马嘉轩上场时，真个礼堂变得超热的，全部人都很high， 还要求马嘉轩echo叻，超爽的。在camp中第2晚，最high的是营火会当晚，每组还派出了美肌与壮士。当晚还有荧光舞。第一晚则有涂鸦晚会和mini型fun fair.

~ 我的衣服设计，美吗？ ~

~ 美肌与壮士， yeng ~

~ 营火会当晚 ~

这次的生活营在我的2012年画下完美局点，我认识了不少的新朋友，虽然好多都小过我，但大家都很不错。我才发现待在国防大学就了，好像不大会讲华语了，怎么办？哈哈。很高兴参加这个生活营。

~ 上报噢 ~

Great THEME + Great Committee = GREAT CAMP

More Photos >>> FB Album

Written On 1.1.2013